going back to normal

More than a month has passed and I wasn't normal, until today. Today I realized that what I was doing was pretty wrong. Being depressed, sad, in-active, sick, that isn't me. I am more than this. I need to be myself like I used to be, back in December, November etc.
The above lines try to convey a VERY DEEP message, though it may seem unclear to the eye. I am a guy of my word. If I make a promise, I keep it and whatever I said above, is a promise to the ones who care for me, Bhatnagar, Neha, Wajahat, BCool and my family. You have my word.

Take care you guys
jP (trying to convince myself to play HALO3:ODST)